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Funny how tears and heart smiles can go together. All these lovely beings I have had and have with me now who’ve had me and brought so much had me crying and heart smiling as these other worldly places came alive. Ms. Lightbringer brought much in her wake.

I’ve watched as seeming “choices” spin off different realities/parallel worlds. I’ve even been able to track them, their unfolding for a while. There’s enough needed and necessary in this version of the universe for my focus to remain here, observation and from where we’re looking and who sees is powerful whether it causes waves to particularize in particular ways or not. Something is going on that affects reality as experienced, yes?

You shared observations here have brilliantly affected mine today, reading this while my kitty, Bella Bhakti sat purring on my chest, one of her favorite spots, at times tears flowing as she looked up at me with all that wise loving innocence and nuzzled my chin.

Perhaps her wingèd heart soul is still playing in the Felinius realm while adventuring here and in other parallels too. I’ve found myself in many places at once, including in upper dimensions where all sense of self dissolves.

There are people who play at quantum jumping into more pleasant versions of reality, ones they conceive to be that way. Perhaps there’s one where my mother didn’t die 10 days after I was born? What’s it like on that parallel? Who am I there? What am I up to? Did not having that tremendous loss lead into a life that didn’t need to understand? Hmmm...

Seems like a wave realm of infinite potential. All kind of realities in potential birthing Itself at Love’s behest. Just aware here that anything is possible, that we come to limits of the known and go beyond meeting the unknowable as our true nature, ourself.

We face the impossibility of having anything to be certain about but the wonder and awe of our and Life’s intelligent benevolent existence that can fashion out of nothing at all endless possibilities.

It is said that we are given the ability to play a part in what gets birthed. The creative display is where we souls are at play creating wonders to behold. The arts, inventiveness, experimentation, explorations, rocket science, the deep connection, amid our intraconnectedness ... all together co-weaving tapestries of mandalic life moment by moment ...

We get quiet right where we are and observe what we are playing at with our thoughts, feelings, sensations, words and deeds. What are we calling and making real, reifying for ourselves? For each other in these sweet open bravely vulnerable moments of contact?

Am grateful for your sharing, more than words will ever say. It’s marvelous when someone’s expression brings me deeper Home Here, opens my heart and brings even more light to the experience of living. I appreciated every word. Thank you. 🙏

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This is a beautiful reply! Thank you. I think you "get" what I was trying to say and I hope I "get" what you are saying, I think I do.

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Oct 14, 2023Liked by Clintavo

Beautifully felt and said. I, too, have been touched by the love of a most gentle-spirited cat who found her way into my life. Your description of where the angel cats live and the legend of Lilinthia Lightbringer makes my heart smile. And yes, absolutely, believing in those things of the supernatural and the mysterious takes faith. And that faith is wholly dependent on freedom, because without the freedom to choose to have faith or not, faith itself would've be faith. And as paradoxes go, that freedom gives room every single day to question and to doubt. It's all intertwined. And in my mind intertwined with science and quantum physics. I don't have to understand or prove or disprove. I'm just happy for the chance to be here now.

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So beautiful. I was on the edge of my seat reading.

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So beautiful. I was on the edge of my seat reading.

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